31.12.2013 Last Day of 2013

I m sick!!!!

Fever n sore throat are my accompanion to celebrate new year Eve..

What a sucks way...

Faster recover and I can kill 3 tigers again in 2014...woohoooooo~~ 

2013年 12月 30日          天气还不错、心情却不佳 :(

今天，变成了一只有点发烧/闭尺/崩溃的鱼 :( 

*丢脸了* 

发烧- 应该是因为8包榴莲

闭尺- 我的主子，get 不到他要什么，一时一样

崩溃- 生气自己，为什么做的东西都不是主子要的....*angry + 3个春*

*恨*

*自*

*己*

P/s: 倒数两天就2014了，悲伤/压力/心情不佳的鱼，你可以别跟着我跨年吗？

Thought

Beautiful things don't ask for attention :) 

- The quote from the movie The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

This is true, but hard to believe.. 

With Loves,

eeping

an ordinary girl who believe in herself  

Boxing day, Gift unwrapped day ❤

It’s boxing day! Which means a day Santa Claus can rest when he already worked so hard sending present to everyone all over the world on Christmas Day..

here the story of Boxing Day which i picked it from Mr. Google. :P

Traditionally, Boxing Day is the day following Christmas Day. Though there are several theories on how Boxing Day originated, the most commonly accepted theory is that it was on the 26th of December that servants and tradespeople received “Christmas box” gifts from their employers, inspiring the name.

Another story suggests that Boxing Day’s origins can be found in the song “Good King Wenceslas.” An article in TIME World states “According to the Christmas carol, Wenceslas, who was Duke of Bohemia in the early 10th century, was surveying his land on St. Stephen’s Day — Dec. 26 — when he saw a poor man gathering wood in the middle of a snowstorm. Moved, the King gathered up surplus food and wine and carried them through the blizzard to the peasant’s door. The alms-giving tradition has always been closely associated with the Christmas season.”

These days however, Boxing Day is most best described as the bank holiday after Christmas that is observed by the United Kingdom, Hong Kong, Australia, Canada, New Zealand, and some other Commonwealth nations. In these countries Boxing Day is treated as a statutory holiday in which all full-time workers receive time off with pay.

In some European countries such as Germany, Poland, the Netherlands, and Scandinavia, the 26^th of December is celebrated simply as the second day of Christmas. Boxing Day is additionally a big day for viewing sports on television including football (soccer), rugby, horse racing and more!

How I wish I can spend this time lounging around a fire with family, friends, unwrapped presents and plump post-holiday feast bellies. *so westernize*

But too bad, usually, the typical house in Asia won’t have bond fire stove in the house. Hihi. So what can I do I just sitting on the floor, and unwrapping all my Christmas gift happily  and satisfy-ly on this boxing day! Hihi

Happy Holidays & best wishes for the New Year!

My forever Cutie Pie- the cutest nephew!

Spent a long weekend at howmtown really make me feels like even the whole world don't want you, just come home and you may feel the importance of your existence...

Home, my harbour of refuge! Always be there for me no matter what happens, no matter when...

I might not sleep until 12 or 2pm, (which I always complaint that I do not have enough sleep) waking up early actually you will feel that you can do more things, you may b able to spend more time with families and do othe things.

Here's some pictures of my cutie pie- the baby JL..

Look at him..

Banyak pattern lol

He's happy with the windmill that I bought for him! ;)

See his shy shy face..hihi

Playing with the iPad like no body business...

Like to wear adult's slipper than his own..I bet everyone did that when we are kiddo time:) 

This one is the pic of the day! 

The emo face..I purposely put it in black n white so will have more "feel" hahah

Well...kid nowadays won't b as simple as last times..they even more enjoy than us..parents work hard just to give better life style to their kids..indirectly being pampered like no one else business, and this is the reason why kids getting more naughty than old times..

Kiddo just like plain white paper, parents are the one who draw on it..parents must draw with quality Colour pencil, erase with good quality eraser when it goes wrong, so that the paper won't b tear out, so that the paper won't being on the wrong route of life! Parents is the one who take good care of the paper, don't let others to simply draw things on it, so that it won't spoiled! 

Jia you parents out there! 

P/s: congratez to my big sis..another baby coming soon...well, am gonna pamper this princess even more! Ya, am the one who spoiled her, not the parents hahahaha

人生茫茫

有时候，我在想，我在走对的路吗？

现在的工作，现在的生活，是我想要的吗？是我想拥有的吗？

当，我处在工作的低潮期，真想就酱放弃，换工换新环境。另一边，我却告诉自己不能轻易放弃。。。

*矛盾*

最近，工作真的很不顺利。可以讲做到想死！不完全是公司的问题，自己也有问题。。我，粗心，大意，笨，蠢。。有时还犯了不应该犯的错误，真想死！

我常常问自己，我有那么笨吗？怎么会酱？sigh

我找不到答案。。。

今天，又是低潮的一天。。我哭了，流泪了，但还是要做！就是有堆积如山，永远都做不完的工作。。

真的好想就酱丢信，但我却不甘愿就酱放弃，被看死！

加油，我能！

常常告诉自己，

IFYOUTHINKYOUCAN，YOUCAN！

加油吧！

从新出发！

蓝色的星期一

宝贝走了，回到工作的地方， 我好不舍得他，但没办法，找吃嘛，我们得忍着。

5个月，我们都熬过了， 这回， 4个月，没问题啦。

想你了， 

bee

with love, 

eeping

MY FINALLY, AFTER 5 MONTHS

Yay! Finally I met him! My man touched down Singapore Changi Airport on 31/8/2013.

So here a photo of me n him, the first photo after 5 months.

And also a video of Changi airport on the “tourist attraction”

Bet you saw this if you went to changi airport terminal 1 once =)

3 days to go..FINALLY~

Yay! Finally I can say , see you on Saturday!

OMG! I cant believe 5 months had just passed!

I m going to meet him this coming Saturday!

Awww~ the feeling is so good..

Am superb excited to see him.

And of course my pressies from the country that distance 9776 miles away..hahaha

Thanks God that we can make it till now, the long distance relationship!

With loves ❤

eeping

1 day DOWN, 9 days TO GO

Yes! 还剩九天， 我就可以见到他了。

我和他，已经五个月没见面了。

第一次，    分离这么久。

2010年的时候，我去英国深造，我们也没分离那么就， 大概四个多月，就见面了。

那时，已觉得， 哇！我们竟然那么久没见面。

今年，四月二号的一别，就别了五个月。

哇！佩服我自己。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

但，long distance relationship 就是酱的啊！ 久久见一次，那才珍贵。

我真的想你了，快回来啦。

迫不及待想见到你了。。

相信，他也想我了吧。。。。 嘻嘻

想我了吧？？宝贝

 Just like ME and YOU

♥ Happy 6th Anniversary to A&E ♥

Dear baby dino..

Happy 6-years to You and Me =)

we actually together for 6 years…Whoa!! 

We've been through the life transition together from college times, graduation and now we fighting for our career...

Congratez....

6 years….Long? Short?

Hmm…this is not toooooooo long but it’s not short period of time.  

Too many things happened thru out this 6 years. We went thru thick and thin, hard and easy, sad and happy, angry and sweet, argument and fighting, but at last we are still together. Maybe we love each other too much..hihi

I love you baby! You’re the only one! No one can replace you, this baby dino!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thanks for loving me and pamper me like a princess...hihi

One more year to *the itchy 7*, hmm…I believe we can make thru this right Baby?

Muakz.

Love u always,

baby elephant ♥

白日梦篇

听着音乐，妄想着， 那一天的到来。。。

那一天， 会几时来呢？

盼望着， 期待着。。。。。

p/s:我好希望，美梦永远都不会醒。。。

单，这谈何容易呢？

4-6-2013

在网上看到一席话，

“ It's perfectly legal to kill someone in your dreams, That's why I wake up with a smile Everyday!
Good morning World :) ”

在梦里，杀人是无罪的，
所以，今晚就让你杀了我吧
那，你明天就会开开心心啦

lalalalalalala~~~



 

p/s:  fall into deep depression today. Trying to numb myself with lots of exercise, but still couldnt cover up my stupidness today. When can i growing up to be real woman who can take everything up and never fall?

3-6-2013

一个人抱着枕头哭泣的夜晚，有多少人会明白这份伤感这份无助？

 

Wednesday - There is HOPE

Good morning world.

Suppose to work very hard now as i need to complete my work task today, yet, am here to blog. *suddenly I have the mood to blog * (:

Its Wednesday. Its 8/5/2013. Something Big is going to happen today. Something that’s better for the future. Something for justice.

There is HOPE...
Hopes given by our Hero, hopes given by ourselves to our future.

Hopes everything going to be ok and everything will be in order. We let the leader to talk, to act and to fight for us.

*finger cross*
*praying hard*
*be blessed*

Hwaiting!

The whole world are eyeing on us now. Hope it won’t turns out to be ugly.

Hope their eyes on us because of our beauty. The beauty of having a hero fights for his residents, fight for country.

Let my soul smile through my heart and my heart smile through my eyes, that I may scatter rich smiles in sad hearts.



It's 505

505 a date that every Malaysian had been waiting for! A date which will create a new page in history of Malaysia!

I believe that Everyone of us had completed that mission to vote wisely!

Understand that this election won't b clean, won't b fair, yet, I m still hoping that this time really can UBAH!

As per what my friends said 换了未必好，不换一定死，而且死的很惨！

I feel this is kinda true, as I believe after UBAH! Won't have any else situation that would be even worst than the current situation!

Yeah~ mission has accomplished!

The way we connected even we come from different part of malaysia!
We all hopes for a change! Ini kalilah UBAH!

Despite this is true or fake, i registered & signed on this petition.I hope this petition is true and it works!

Just for sharing, the newspaper in UK..they know us better!



Last but not least,

*finger cross* for tonight, *finger cross* for the future of Malaysia!
Pray hard!

Hopes that this time we can have a changed, after 55years...

Let's give Malaysia a chance to change! Give the next generation a better future!

The weekend

This weekend, 5/5 is very important date for all Malaysian..

A date that can change the destiny of All Malaysian!

We as Malaysian, must know what to do, must vote wisely! Don't let the bad guy to take control against us!
We must make the right choice!

Hwaiting!

We may have a brighter future, more secure environment, easier life!

In order to achieve this, all Malaysian, please look into it who you've chosen, are they the right one that can bring us better life but not better figure in their bank account?
Of course, we do not know what will happens when the other parties won, we can't guarantee whether good or bad, yet, guess there won't be any more worst situation as of what all Malaysian experienced now, don't you think so?

Please, make the full use of you right!
Vote wisely! It's just a 5-year-period.what is 5 years when we already put the country in the same hand for 55 years? Are we getting better? Ask yourself, ask you friend, ask your parents..

Hope that this time really can 'UBAH!'

Malaysian, you can do it! Make use of the vote in your hand! Follow your heart!
I believer your heart mean the right thing to do!

Let's change!

For a better living for future generations!

emo post from bff

p/s: - a post from my friend, my best friend!so long no posting, here come a emo post from my bff.

I am quite emo since last night, I don’t know why, all the bad memories flashed back in my mind.

Those dark period which make me thinks that my life is super miserable, the darkest period that I think even the man who sleep besides you everyday will also do something bad behind you, even in front of you he’s just so normal till you can’t found out anything.

Well,

Everything started since 2010 march, still remember that time I m going to Oversea to further study soon.

So we try to spend more time together as we are going to separate from each other for half a year.

So, that’s when I found out that the first lies between you n me.

Secondly, about the Starbucks diary book. I used to love the diary book very much, but now, I hate it.

Cos I don’t want to have the same diary book with someone I don’t like and someone that you begged her to take it as a present! I just cant take it that the diary book that u begged her to take, she don’t even appreciate it, but on the other hands I treat it as my precious present from you. I remember I told u that I will record every single moment of us, I will write down every sweet memories of us in that diary book. But now, when I saw it, it just brought up my mad memories.

I forgive you, for these two mistakes that you’ve made.



I thought that you promised me that u won’t make me cry again, you said, u will never let me tears falls on my face again. I, believe in you.



After 1 years, things happened again. This time even worst!

I’m betraying by you and a friend of u who I know her too. That was the darkest period in my life! Everything is just so dramatic till that stupid bitch sending anonymous email asking me to leave you and asking me out for discussion! How dare her and how stupid she is! She keeps on bully me, and where are you? you are still thinking that she’s not that way, she’s not that “poison”, u r still thinking that she’s so pure, like an angel! Fuck! If she was an angel, then I’m the Lord! *sorry*

And you! What are you? A jerk? A bastard? I can’t even think a word that suits u, not even monster, you are even worse than that!

A man who sleep besides me every day, every night, a man who acts like so loving all the time! I give you everything, and this is what you reward me!

Thanks for giving me a chance to learn this! Make me growing up thru this! Thank you so much!

Well, After so many arguments, so much discussion, we compromise!

I will give u one last chance! I don’t know y I m so soft-hearted, just because I love u, I don’t want to end the relationship this way!

So, we are back together!

Everything is normal, and I told u I can’t really react like normal anymore, at least not so soon. You said you will bear with me till the day I can accept you as the whole.

Ok, time flies, and that scandal half year passed. Here come another bitches! Well, I know, u started first! U likes to flirt with new girls don’t you? That’s how u make those bitches like to flirt with u back! Woohoo~~ congratez you’re still charming! Still charming even you’ve a gf. Well , good thing huh??!!

Sometimes, U always said u didn’t hiding anything from me, u said u just forget to tell me. I accepted this statement. This is simply because I don’t want to know more about it, cos if I found out more, I will be more n more sad, more n more miserable! People said, as a woman, sometimes must act blur, happy go lucky is the best! Anyway! I Just can’t help it but I m trying to be like that. Women gets more happy in that state!

After another year, things seems good, u went to oversea to work! I stay here all alone with the empty room. Definitely will miss you, but somehow, I’m happy! Cos I can do whatever I like, of course not doing bad things! Still, miss you so much!

I like the current you, cos I can feel that you’re back! The real you. The one before the darkest period attacked me. I can feel your true loves, I can feel that ur effort in building our future, I can feel your sincerity!

Even u r so many miles away, I cant see i cant know what’s really happening right there, but now I’ve faith in you!

I love u, may things turn good for our future, if can.

Thanks Lord for let me survive from that I’ve been thru and thanks Lord for saving his life, for destroy the monster-bastard-jerking part!

Thank you.

- thanks for reading. THE END

  



Spring clean Day!

It's my company annual spring clean day today!
Went out till very late yesterday, so today look like zombie...no time to dress up nicely..just put on a cap then ciao edi;)

LDR - Long Distance Relationship

I miss u bee...
Normally when I come back , u r here already, waiting for me to come back..
Today? Really different...I need to open the door myself, on the light myself, dinner alone, lying on bed online..
I miss the time u sit in front the lappie and do bidding...
I miss u..really! No matter how many ' i miss you' also couldn't express the feeling inside my heart!
I don't want to cry but my tears keep in falling down..

You're now 9766 miles away..how's the weather there? Is Rio de Janeiro same as the movie 'Rio De Janeiro'?
Bee might can meet 'Blu' there? Lolz..

from now on, No one open door for me, no one waiting me to come back home, no one refill water for me, no one do laundry for me, no one help me pay bills when i forget, no one help me to throw rubbish, no one help me to hang back my towel..see., how important u r to me! Not only the works u did but ur patient with me, ur pampered me a lot..thanks bee!

I hope everything's fine there;) and u hope time flies fast, so that we can meet up soon ;)
I miss u bee....

But, No worry...after few day, I will b alright! Independent girl edi..
Nah~ maybe one week, max! Yeah~ after that I will b alright!
I m big girl already now!
I can settle things myself!





With love,
eeping 💋
!