丟了的自己，要記得撿回來...

有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆
　　
有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裏悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。
　　
有時候，發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。
　　
有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。
　　
有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。
　　
有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。
　　
有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。
　　
有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。
　　
有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。
　　
有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。
　　
有時候，明明自己心裏有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。
　　
有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。
　　
真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。
　　
有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋。
　　
有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的 無影無蹤。
　　
有時候，心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。
　　
有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。
　　
有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。
　　
有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。
　　
有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。 可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。
　　
有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裏鬱悶的發慌。
　　
有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裏難過的要死。
　　
有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。
　　
有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷， 有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。
　　
有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力。
　　
其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。　　
跟朋友裝沉默，跟陌生人講心裏話。對於在乎你的，不想讓他們擔心，有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。
　　
丟了的自己，要記得撿回來… …


p/s: get this note from Fb, feel like it's so meaningful so share this with u you=)
some of the sentences i found that it's just like Me =)))

Perseids Meteor Shower night at Sheffield

I went out waiting for the Perseids Meteor Shower just now as I heard Perseid meteor shower will be most visible in UK at 11pm, in areas anywhere the skies are dark and cloud free. However, I got nothing to see as the sky is so notty and so shy. It covered up with lots lots of thickie clouds..sigh..i waited for an hour but see nothing.

And the worst part is, i got the Shower, but not Meteor shower, is Rain shower..lolz

hihi..tonight disappointed me but I will still waiting for it as you believe it or not Perseids meteors are active and visible in the sky right now through August 24th. The meteor shower will be at it’s strongest between August 11th until August 13th, so these are the best times to view this shower.

I'm hoping i can see it in UK for the very first time in my life ^^

Here are two links that showing the meteor shower sparks in the night and some infor regarding it, feel free to read it..Just a little Click=)

Cheers people..=)

http://www.freakygossip.com/2010/08/perseid-meteor-shower-2010-tonight-video-shooting-stars-world-absence-moon/

http://www.meteorblog.com/

addicted to this song so much ♥ ❤ ♡

p/s: He is so HOT!! Irresistable!!!

Good luck...

Tomoro's presentation is an very very important presentation as it decides wat's grade i'm gonna get..So, people, wish me the best of Luck k? *a big water-ly eyes*


Good luck to me, Hui min, wan ting and Yao (my group members) hihi...


Ga Yao!! We can do it!!!!

my dear sweetheart

Suddenly feels like wan to blog about my

sweetheart cos I miss You..XD
How to describe my sweetheart leh?
hmm...She is really thin, not like normal thin but is superb thin *dry*, eat so muchie also wont gain weight *jealous-ing*
She has long hair, a pair of beautiful eyes *her most satisfied part* and pretty face..*feels like someone getting [Terbang] d if she is reading this* X)

She's cute..haha..She's krazy..She's hard to get cry..but i can make her crying easily, of cos is because of tooooooooooo touching..XD *lalala~~*

During CNY 2010=) cam-whored session...XD

The first Bday cake i bake for her ♥ ♥ ♥

this picture taken during my family trip to Fraser Hills=) in 2009..

♥ ♥

She's studying in Inti College and get some new frens=)
This is chiaN, her bestie..



this is Kellye, her another besties too=)



















三个臭皮匠， 胜过一个诸葛亮...haha
Yilin♥ , Kellye , chiaN

her super noob face..XD

Starbucks-ing with me..

lolx..

the latest Her..pretty hor? She is SA but not D
cos She is Single, Available but not Desperate...XD



xoxo..


Eeping..

Congratez Baby ♥

I got this ♥ly message from my deardear=)
He's now having his convocation ceremony.I'm so happy for him but i m not happy with myself as i can't be there for him><

A very sweet message from him♥♥♥
**I love you lots too dear**

Congratulation to you,My dear.. I wish you all the best for your career, your life, your friendships, your family, your future and most important relationship♥..hihi..

You're the BEST ever!!!!!
*as ur mum said, CAREER FIRST!!* lolx..

p/s: upload to FB so that i can see it asap ya~~ Muack..

With deepest Love,
eeping♥

I'm back from a bery bery BUSY city--London People..
Will update it soon=)
Stay tuned=))

Wasn't a good day for me =(

Today, wasn't a good day for me..
Why?
Cos i can't balance my mood..
Why?
Cos i got the lowest assignment marks that i ever had..


Why?
Cos i got the highest marks for my presentation..and the Lecturer praise me did a good job..



this is wat make me unbalanced.
I got a very very bad news with the accompany with a very very good news?
Should I be happy?
Should I be sad?
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The sadness of me cant be covered by the happiness own by me..sigh..
I hope, i really hope i can get higher marks for my assignment!
--Sarah, i would like to do resubmission if u allowed to..--

Tomorrow I m off to London for 2 days 1 night=)another trip for me, for shopping and visit the Madam Tussaud and London Eye..*can't wait for it*
Going there for shopping and meeting my fren Uncle Raj and Aunty Saroj. Both of them are so nice to allow me n my friends all stay with them=)
Thank you very very muchie..hihi..
But , what should i bring for them? Chocolates? Fruits? or any gift? i have no idea for that..

Anyway, I will try to not thinking about the sadness again, and enjoy till the max, make myself get drowned in the shopaholic session..Weewee~~


Ciaoz....

{你是我老婆}

路不是一开始就非常顺畅　爱也不是一开始就很辉煌
抛锚跌倒你还好都在身旁　每个眼神都是我精神食粮
看著你那么包容体谅让我ú豕M定　尽全力送你全世界最好的
I don't wanna lose you and I will always love you
你是我的老婆　粗重明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you hoo how much I love you
你是我的最爱　没有任何人能把你替代　My heart...oh...
谁不希望跟爱的人爱到老　谁不想早上起床有人拥抱
爱情这东西没有人会不要　但幸福要靠两人把手牵好
看著你那么善解人意让我ú豕M定　我相信你是全世界最好的
I don't wanna lose you and I will always love you
你是我的老婆　粗重明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you　hoo　how much I love you
你是我的最爱　没有任何人能把你替代
I don'wanna lose you and I will always love you
你是我的老婆　你的快乐就交给我
I don't wanna leave you　hoo　how much Ilove you
你是我的最爱　没有任何人能把你替代　My heart for you
I don'wanna lose you and I will always love you
你是我的老婆　粗重明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you　hoo　how much I love you
你是我的最爱　没有任何人能把你替代
I don't wanna lose you and I will always love you
你是我的老婆　你的快乐就交给我
I don't wanna leave you 　hoo　how much I love you
你是我的最爱　没有任何人能把你替代　My heart for you
独白：谢谢你这么多年来一直照顾我
希望我们这辈子永远这么甜蜜的走下去　谢谢你　老婆

p/s: i miss your singing er T.T

Peak District Cycling Trip ♥

I follow the Peak District Cycling that organized by my Uni on Monday. It's a free trip for all the TARC student who come over to SHU..
So all my frens also not hesitate to join it but yet it's only small amount of student join this trip=)

Attire of the day..
i know i know, it's doesn't looks like i m going to sport right?
haih..even my fren ask me is it going to shopping..swt =='''
aiyoyo~~

inside the souvenirs shop, here is the gift and souvenirs=)
it's very very cheap i think..XD, at least not EXPENSIVE..XD

well, after getting our bike, start to take photographs d..XD

me and Kc, the notty monkey=)

me me me..nice huh?=)

the road where we ride our bike..
this road consider stable one, some road we ride on it is very very dangerous as it's full of pebbles><'''

eeping on the road!! yeah~~

me n yankees=) SN, =)

there is a GAP between me n her..
WHY???
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it's because
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she is wearing GAP..lolz
**okok. lame joke**

picture credit to Meng Hua..

but my face looked soooooooooo chubby=(

Group photos=) take 1..

take 2=)

this photos taken after our lunch break=)

take 2=)

take 3=))

taken by my little baby PinkCa..haha
Sn said this so called Bokeh=) is it?

we past thru the bridge=)

on the road=)

1st time sit on the dry weeds, it's feels not really good as it will make ur body itchy, but nice experiences=))

her old symbolic pattern=)

this is new one, Arghh!!!
she getting really wild d=)

with COWS=)
different with Malaysia's cow k?=)
the color different..lolx

By, Wt, Fb, Jl and Sn=)

testing the Bokeh again..dunno wat she's doing...lolx

inside the souvenir shop, i bought myself a postcard=)

After finish cycling, get myself a COKE..it feels soooooooooo good=)


So, this trip is really fun and it is my very first time cycling in such a big park with nice view, nice feels and nice cold-fresh-air..First time cycling till shivering as that day is really a cold day..
Awesome and fun trip for me although after finish the session, my leg wasn't my leg at all cos we cycling for 35KM...OMG!!!

ok, here the end of this post=)
I m going to bed soon..
Tomoro having a presentation session, wish me luck people..
and
Good luck to my sweetheart for her exam=) Ga yao ar!!!



p/s: Jolin, so sorry as i shldn't get so near to you that time, i'm blaming myself for getting too near to you and caused you get bigger impact on the fell down..I'm so panic and dunno wat should i go when u fall down..so so sorry=(
I hope your wound will really getting well very very soon..
Sorry T.T