白日梦篇

听着音乐，妄想着， 那一天的到来。。。

那一天， 会几时来呢？

盼望着， 期待着。。。。。

p/s:我好希望，美梦永远都不会醒。。。

单，这谈何容易呢？

4-6-2013

在网上看到一席话，

“ It's perfectly legal to kill someone in your dreams, That's why I wake up with a smile Everyday!
Good morning World :) ”

在梦里，杀人是无罪的，
所以，今晚就让你杀了我吧
那，你明天就会开开心心啦

lalalalalalala~~~



 

p/s:  fall into deep depression today. Trying to numb myself with lots of exercise, but still couldnt cover up my stupidness today. When can i growing up to be real woman who can take everything up and never fall?

3-6-2013

一个人抱着枕头哭泣的夜晚，有多少人会明白这份伤感这份无助？

 

Wednesday - There is HOPE

Good morning world.

Suppose to work very hard now as i need to complete my work task today, yet, am here to blog. *suddenly I have the mood to blog * (:

Its Wednesday. Its 8/5/2013. Something Big is going to happen today. Something that’s better for the future. Something for justice.

There is HOPE...
Hopes given by our Hero, hopes given by ourselves to our future.

Hopes everything going to be ok and everything will be in order. We let the leader to talk, to act and to fight for us.

*finger cross*
*praying hard*
*be blessed*

Hwaiting!

The whole world are eyeing on us now. Hope it won’t turns out to be ugly.

Hope their eyes on us because of our beauty. The beauty of having a hero fights for his residents, fight for country.

Let my soul smile through my heart and my heart smile through my eyes, that I may scatter rich smiles in sad hearts.



It's 505

505 a date that every Malaysian had been waiting for! A date which will create a new page in history of Malaysia!

I believe that Everyone of us had completed that mission to vote wisely!

Understand that this election won't b clean, won't b fair, yet, I m still hoping that this time really can UBAH!

As per what my friends said 换了未必好，不换一定死，而且死的很惨！

I feel this is kinda true, as I believe after UBAH! Won't have any else situation that would be even worst than the current situation!

Yeah~ mission has accomplished!

The way we connected even we come from different part of malaysia!
We all hopes for a change! Ini kalilah UBAH!

Despite this is true or fake, i registered & signed on this petition.I hope this petition is true and it works!

Just for sharing, the newspaper in UK..they know us better!



Last but not least,

*finger cross* for tonight, *finger cross* for the future of Malaysia!
Pray hard!

Hopes that this time we can have a changed, after 55years...

Let's give Malaysia a chance to change! Give the next generation a better future!

The weekend

This weekend, 5/5 is very important date for all Malaysian..

A date that can change the destiny of All Malaysian!

We as Malaysian, must know what to do, must vote wisely! Don't let the bad guy to take control against us!
We must make the right choice!

Hwaiting!

We may have a brighter future, more secure environment, easier life!

In order to achieve this, all Malaysian, please look into it who you've chosen, are they the right one that can bring us better life but not better figure in their bank account?
Of course, we do not know what will happens when the other parties won, we can't guarantee whether good or bad, yet, guess there won't be any more worst situation as of what all Malaysian experienced now, don't you think so?

Please, make the full use of you right!
Vote wisely! It's just a 5-year-period.what is 5 years when we already put the country in the same hand for 55 years? Are we getting better? Ask yourself, ask you friend, ask your parents..

Hope that this time really can 'UBAH!'

Malaysian, you can do it! Make use of the vote in your hand! Follow your heart!
I believer your heart mean the right thing to do!

Let's change!

For a better living for future generations!

emo post from bff

p/s: - a post from my friend, my best friend!so long no posting, here come a emo post from my bff.

I am quite emo since last night, I don’t know why, all the bad memories flashed back in my mind.

Those dark period which make me thinks that my life is super miserable, the darkest period that I think even the man who sleep besides you everyday will also do something bad behind you, even in front of you he’s just so normal till you can’t found out anything.

Well,

Everything started since 2010 march, still remember that time I m going to Oversea to further study soon.

So we try to spend more time together as we are going to separate from each other for half a year.

So, that’s when I found out that the first lies between you n me.

Secondly, about the Starbucks diary book. I used to love the diary book very much, but now, I hate it.

Cos I don’t want to have the same diary book with someone I don’t like and someone that you begged her to take it as a present! I just cant take it that the diary book that u begged her to take, she don’t even appreciate it, but on the other hands I treat it as my precious present from you. I remember I told u that I will record every single moment of us, I will write down every sweet memories of us in that diary book. But now, when I saw it, it just brought up my mad memories.

I forgive you, for these two mistakes that you’ve made.



I thought that you promised me that u won’t make me cry again, you said, u will never let me tears falls on my face again. I, believe in you.



After 1 years, things happened again. This time even worst!

I’m betraying by you and a friend of u who I know her too. That was the darkest period in my life! Everything is just so dramatic till that stupid bitch sending anonymous email asking me to leave you and asking me out for discussion! How dare her and how stupid she is! She keeps on bully me, and where are you? you are still thinking that she’s not that way, she’s not that “poison”, u r still thinking that she’s so pure, like an angel! Fuck! If she was an angel, then I’m the Lord! *sorry*

And you! What are you? A jerk? A bastard? I can’t even think a word that suits u, not even monster, you are even worse than that!

A man who sleep besides me every day, every night, a man who acts like so loving all the time! I give you everything, and this is what you reward me!

Thanks for giving me a chance to learn this! Make me growing up thru this! Thank you so much!

Well, After so many arguments, so much discussion, we compromise!

I will give u one last chance! I don’t know y I m so soft-hearted, just because I love u, I don’t want to end the relationship this way!

So, we are back together!

Everything is normal, and I told u I can’t really react like normal anymore, at least not so soon. You said you will bear with me till the day I can accept you as the whole.

Ok, time flies, and that scandal half year passed. Here come another bitches! Well, I know, u started first! U likes to flirt with new girls don’t you? That’s how u make those bitches like to flirt with u back! Woohoo~~ congratez you’re still charming! Still charming even you’ve a gf. Well , good thing huh??!!

Sometimes, U always said u didn’t hiding anything from me, u said u just forget to tell me. I accepted this statement. This is simply because I don’t want to know more about it, cos if I found out more, I will be more n more sad, more n more miserable! People said, as a woman, sometimes must act blur, happy go lucky is the best! Anyway! I Just can’t help it but I m trying to be like that. Women gets more happy in that state!

After another year, things seems good, u went to oversea to work! I stay here all alone with the empty room. Definitely will miss you, but somehow, I’m happy! Cos I can do whatever I like, of course not doing bad things! Still, miss you so much!

I like the current you, cos I can feel that you’re back! The real you. The one before the darkest period attacked me. I can feel your true loves, I can feel that ur effort in building our future, I can feel your sincerity!

Even u r so many miles away, I cant see i cant know what’s really happening right there, but now I’ve faith in you!

I love u, may things turn good for our future, if can.

Thanks Lord for let me survive from that I’ve been thru and thanks Lord for saving his life, for destroy the monster-bastard-jerking part!

Thank you.

- thanks for reading. THE END

  



Spring clean Day!

It's my company annual spring clean day today!
Went out till very late yesterday, so today look like zombie...no time to dress up nicely..just put on a cap then ciao edi;)

LDR - Long Distance Relationship

I miss u bee...
Normally when I come back , u r here already, waiting for me to come back..
Today? Really different...I need to open the door myself, on the light myself, dinner alone, lying on bed online..
I miss the time u sit in front the lappie and do bidding...
I miss u..really! No matter how many ' i miss you' also couldn't express the feeling inside my heart!
I don't want to cry but my tears keep in falling down..

You're now 9766 miles away..how's the weather there? Is Rio de Janeiro same as the movie 'Rio De Janeiro'?
Bee might can meet 'Blu' there? Lolz..

from now on, No one open door for me, no one waiting me to come back home, no one refill water for me, no one do laundry for me, no one help me pay bills when i forget, no one help me to throw rubbish, no one help me to hang back my towel..see., how important u r to me! Not only the works u did but ur patient with me, ur pampered me a lot..thanks bee!

I hope everything's fine there;) and u hope time flies fast, so that we can meet up soon ;)
I miss u bee....

But, No worry...after few day, I will b alright! Independent girl edi..
Nah~ maybe one week, max! Yeah~ after that I will b alright!
I m big girl already now!
I can settle things myself!





With love,
eeping 💋
!

The Day After Christmas - Boxing Day

It's Boxing Day today, suppose unwrapped present at home, (not much to unwrapped either)
Yet, on the way to work with the 'Zombie Mood'
Sien die me..suddenly, so envy those friends who SE office closure until new Year! Even it's force leaves, but at least can rest lo..hihi
Anyway..I had really really fun + good time on my Christmas Eve! 'Even I m sick'
T.T

Will post about Christmas soon...stay tuned!
Happy Wednesday !