Even I keep telling myself that “I am fine”, but when ppl concern about me, and people asking about how r u? Are u ok? It triggers me / reminds me of how far she’s away from me….
My heart still ache..
No matter how many times I tell myself that I have to accept this fact, no matter how many times I tell others that I am fine, no matter how many km I run, no matter what I do to make myself exhausted, I still couldn’t take it, still couldn’t accept that she’s gone, forever.
I need more time………indeed…..